My blog seems dead.
So i guess i need some update.
Like rhyme onlyyyyy.

Anyway, these few weeks has been.. hmmm.. not that bad. Though there were a few ups and downs.
But hey, thats what makes life exciting.
School seems to be the same.
Im not doing much work.
But oh well, at least im still on time. Sometimes.


As for today, had some appointment in the afternoon then i went to find baby in the evening !
Was kinda surprised cuz i thought we were gunna chill at our usual place but baby said to come up to her house.
Went there to clean bird nest -.-
Like you know, those bird nest whereby ownself cook one. Then have to clean the bird nest cuz like got some bird mao inside. Then have to slowly find where is the bird mao then pull out.
Baby's fingers doesnt seem to get all soggy and wrinkled easily =.=
Or maybe its mine that gets soggy and wrinkled easily.
My fingers look like brains lah after that.
Baby's mom invited me for dinner and i gladly accepted hehehhe
After dinner we brought her brother down and we ate twister fries and ice cream cone.
I think her brother damn cute but sometimes quite irritating =x
Went back and chill till around 1015 then i went home.

When i reach home, my mom bought duck rice for me. Like shiok only duck rice.
Ok then bathe then talk on phone then nothing much.

I dunno why this post english like power but i like typing like this.
UPDATE ALRD OKAAYYYYYYY.

Alright. Perhaps this post is gunna be pretty serious. It might even sound bullshit to many.
But hey, its time for me to hold on to my promises i suppose.
Enough with all the empty promises.
Enough with all the slacking.
Enough with all the procrastinating.
Enough with all the impromptu session.
Enough with all the bullshit.

I've learnt bloody alot tonight.
I've reflected alot.
Yes, im suppose to go home by 12, as i told baby.
But. im glad i went and stayed longer for 2 hours.
For that 2 hours has made me think and learn alot.

Im always saying i feel serious.
Im always saying i feel the drive.
But the seriousness and drive dont last long.
This time, im changing that.
I wanna change myself.

I dont wanna be the person whereby people look down on.
I dont wanna be the person who makes empty promises.
I dont wanna be the person who has the 3min thing.
Fuck those.

Lets start with a few quotes i picked up today.
" Today is the result of yesterday. Tomorrow will be a result of today "
" Set the floor before you walk "
" Nobody can take  away something from you when you don't give them "

Quotes never fail to make me reflect. Never.
By being successful, its not doing all the wow things.
Its doing simple things perfectly.
How many times have i done simple things perfectly?
Quite seldom i suppose.

Don't just say what i wanna get.
Don't just say what i wanna do.
Set deadlines. Be consistent.
Focus.

Follow
One
Course
Until
Success

Always remember what we are fighting for.
Constantly remind ourselves of what we want.
Challenge our thoughts.
Stay strong to our dreams.

Urgency is easier to pick up than Confidence.
So why not feel urgent at the start instead of feeling urgent when the deadlines are right infront of you?

I asked one question.
Everyone gave me comments.
All of them lead to one solution.
Plan.
I gotta plan my hours.
If i got so many things to cope with, i've got to sacrifice some things.
Which means sleep, if i choose not to sacrifice any of them.
I've got to know the reason why im fighting.
I've got to know what im righting for.
Methods will come by.
As long as i know what i want.
By hook or by crook, im gunna get it.

Last but definitely not the least.
Prioritize, Plan.
Yes. Im gunna start to plan everything.
Im gunna use my hours wisely.
By the end of this week, im gunna plan my days.
Im not gunna go according to feeling.
Failing to plan is planning to fail. Every single one of us has heard this before right?

Baby said something a few days back then that really struck me.
I said im going to change before i join the company.
But i didnt. Yet i still join.
After that, i said im gunna change after joining.
I still have not. Yet.
No more empty promises. No more.
Im gunna do what i have to do.

Baby, i just need you to do one thing. Just one.
Bear with me through these months.
Bear with me.
Im not gunna let you down.
We might not be able to meet each other as frequent.
We might not be able to spend alot of time together.
But trust me.
After we climb this obstacle together.
It will be a bed of roses.

It will be a very high obstacle.
But baby, please, bear with me.
Im not gunna be like any other guy.
Im not gunna just waste my youth away and make you suffer with me in the future.
See this obstacle as something we're going through for a good future.
An absofuckin'lutely good one.
We're not going to spend alot of time together now.
But when we become adults.
I'll meet you for breakfast.
I'll drive you to work.
I'll pick you up after work.
I'll bring you out for dinner.
I'll sleep beside you everynight
I'll straighten your hair every morning.
I'll spend so much time with you till you get sick of me.
I'll gunna spend so much time with you till you want me out of your sight.
I just need you to do two things now.
Trust me, and tahan with me.

Pen down our resolutions.
Don't just bloody hell think about it.
Write it down, and constantly remind ourselves about it.

Imagine how you feel after you achieve your goals.
or
Imagine how you feel when you dont achieve it.

Choose

I love baby's gifts.
Especially the card.
omgomgomgomgomgomg. Seriously, the cards get better and better.
The first time she made for me a birthday card, i was like, wow. holy shit.
And now? A christmas card. A compilation of the things we've went through and did from the first till the eighth month.
How sweet.














The three things that she gave !
You know the necklace thing.
Baby said that my back always pain whenever i dance.
So she got me the necklace thing !
Okay i have no idea whats it called but like, you know you know. Not easy to tired one.
You get my drift yo?















My personal favourite. She never fails to come out with amazing ideas.
Amazing.



This rose.
You know, its like, made up of bits and piece of fragments.
Then like you gotta slowly put them together.
She's got sky high patience for these kinda things sia =.=

Ultimately, i really really really really love the things you gave me.
Baby, its not the amount you spend or whatnot.
Its the effort babe.
Its the thought.
Trust me, your card is able to own any thing that you can afford to get for me.
( baby says she'd prefer this " Trust me, your card is able to own any thing that I can afford to get for you" )
Thats my girl. (:

Who wouldve thought that you'd still remember the little little things that happened in each month.
I really do not know how to explain how i feel about the card.
Find me the best word to describe " wow ", then after that, make another word which describes " wow " better than that word.
Then perhaps i can explain how i feel.
Damn.

I love you girl.

Baby, school, dance, skate, business.


2009 is coming to an end.
So, what have YOU learnt?
what have I learnt?

Hmmmmm........................

Andy.
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-Digital Fortress, Dan Brown